Being lazy

Posted By atorturedsoul on December 17, 2009

I’m being lazy today. I am hoping that if I take it easy then it will ease my psychosis.

I have this image that keeps popping up in my head. It has been happening for about a month now. I can see myself banging my head against the wall over and over again until I am covered in blood and actually find myself feeling an urge to do it. I know I am going to have to go back to the doctor and get an antipsychotic, but that involves leaving the house and I have had to do enough of that lately. Besides, it is freezing outside.

Adding to my recent woes, I have to go through another period of adjustment. Tomorrow is the beginning of Christmas break and the kids will be out of school until January 7th. It will take me a day or two to get used to them being home all day. It’s not that I mind them being home. It’s just a change that requires adjustment.

Anyway, I am finding other ways to occupy my time during my lazy days. http://www.mentalhealthsocial.com

I spend some time over there and I have made some great friends over there. You won’t find a more supportive group of people. If you want to find me, hop on over there. There is a blue button in the sidebar. Click on that and it will take you to my profile. If you join, be sure to add me as a friend. I would be happy to see some of you over there.

***Be sure to check out Voices of Bipolar Disorder and read my essay! You’ll find the link in the sidebar to the right.

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atorturedsoul

I am a 36 year old mother of four wonderful children living in the great state of Tennessee. I have been diagnosed with Bipolar I with psychotic features and Panic Disorder with agoraphobia. All About Bipolar is intended to offer advice to others dealing with this disorder. If my experiences help one person to see that they are not alone in coping with bipolar disorder, then I have accomplished my goal.

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  1. atorturedsoul says:
    December 17, 2009 at 11:17 am

    Being lazy – http://bit.ly/6ZvTIh

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  2. atorturedsoul says:
    December 17, 2009 at 5:17 pm

    Being lazy – http://bit.ly/6ZvTIh

    [Original tweet, Topsy page]

  3. torturedsoul says:
    December 17, 2009 at 5:17 pm

    Being lazy – http://bit.ly/6ZvTIh

    [Original tweet, Topsy page]

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About the author

atorturedsoul

I am a 36 year old mother of four wonderful children living in the great state of Tennessee. I have been diagnosed with Bipolar I with psychotic features and Panic Disorder with agoraphobia. All About Bipolar is intended to offer advice to others dealing with this disorder. If my experiences help one person to see that they are not alone in coping with bipolar disorder, then I have accomplished my goal.